jolly fucking good holidaze

christmas and new year is finally over!! ok, as a rule, christmas is the lowest point in the year 4 me. everything feel like a fucking blur. just today i fell asleep on the couch in the afternoon around 3pm, and dats when i just woke up around 12 o'clock after 11 hours of sleep.

i dont even feel like myself anymore these couple of weeks, most of the time i dont even know wat the hell i'm doin, (hmm, guess something stays the same dont matter wat u do) i dunno mayb i havn't been playing guitar for too long, mayb i havn't had enough time to think. mayb i'm just too un-motivated, and the truth is of course, somewhere between all of the above.

reflecting about the last 6months, i guess there is always something that kept me busy, 3 days of uni everyweek, check out chicks in buseco and then hangin out wif the muiss ppl + 2 days of work, and yellow beans abused my optus phone on a almost daily basis because of yes time. tsk moochers =) hehe, actually i kinda missed talking to beans, she annoys the hell out of me sometime but u really get used to her voice, its almost a bit like renzi's cooking, u know its rubbish but its really delicious and "bouncy" rubbish and u just cant stop u self from eating it

well, new year is coming, although really its the same as yesterday and probably goin to be the same 2morow, although i'm secretly hoping 2morow will be better.